Family day what is the point when i spend the whole day babysitting on three hours sleep, running around in the heat wearing a cardigan, when i sat down i get moaned at. How is that fair when my wee brother just gets to sit there and do nothing. Then i realised why they want me they want me to do photo of my niece cause they cant be bother to book a professional photographer. I am so annoyed. They hardly spoke to me the whole day and whenever i tried to speak to them they didnt even acknowledged me but i know they hard me cause they shoot me a dirty look straight at me, dont think i am going to go through it again i might stay in bed.
The worst thing about the heat and self injury is trying to hide it, wearing loads of bracelets you will end up with a big white bit if you burn or tan, the dirty looks you get when wearing long sleeves when it is so hot, i got a lot of them today everyone was wearing shorts, vest top, dresses and then there was me, wear denim shorts, hoping no-one would notice the scars on my lower leg they never did whew, a t-shirt and a long sleeve cardigan, hiding my fresh cuts, not one of my family members ask why.
well that was my day getting rejected, ignored and treated like a slave. Here are some pictures of where i was
First time i had ever seen a caterpillar
stay lovely you lovely people
Also have a hug
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